Some of my favorite blogs are single mom blogs -
I think it's because I feel like I am doing this all by myself in many ways. B* is inconsistent at best and if this is something that I want I will probably have to do it myself.
I went to see my psychiatrist yesterday and she pointed out, "what is there to fear, you are already doing it by yourself."
I think I am still holding on to the fantasy that some day someone is going to take care of me -