Monday, November 27, 2006

An Odd Sense of Relief

My bloodwork from this morning came back:

e2 - 29
fsh - 55

That is the highest fsh recorded so far - RE calls it a "no go"

When I spoke to the nurse today I felt an odd sense of relief. Ovaryland is closed for business - like a chapter 11 or something. The pressure and the worry is over - I am not ovulating and this is no longer a strategy worth pursuing. This is not to say that I am not angry about all the missed opportunities that I didn't even know were missed opportunities but the pressure of trying to make this work is finally at an end.

And now I can move on.

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